This is a personal testimony of how I discovered my own heart before and after conversion. Being raised in the church and attending a church school twelve years from elementary through high school, I believed in God. I also believed I was a good girl, spoke with self righteousness, not understanding how some students fell into sinful lifestyles. Following my senior year, I left home to attend a secular school. Gradually I strayed from the straight and narrow path of my upbringing. Making some bad choices, I couldn’t understand how such a good little girl became bad. I did not understand my heart until I cried out to God. He revealed Jeremiah 17:9 NASB, “The heart is more deceitful than all else and is desperately sick; Who can understand it? That’s when reality set in that I was a sinner in need of a Savior.
Years after I came to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ, I shared the heart from Jeremiah. One woman said, “God has given you a new heart now!” We looked at Ezekiel 36:26 NASB Moreover, I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; and I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. God set me free to understand the new heart He gave me and new spirit within.
Do you understand your own heart?
Prayer:
Search me, O God, and know my heart;……………and lead me in the everlasting way, Ps.139:23-24.